actually..... I've started my vision in gaining weight from last Sept.... but sad to say that the plan only success just half way instead.... :(
before Ramadhan month... my weight was around 43-44 kg.... and this showed a very goooodd sign!! my food planning work out faster than I could imagine!! yeeaaahhhh...... but then... today.. after 14 days of fasting.... I check out my weight again at research lab.... but the machine shows that my weight turn down untill 42kg!! hohhhoooo..... that skinny mum status will be back soon.... I'm so frustrated and the moody time will be appear soon.... huhhhh.... what a waste... for the past 14 days... I think I've tried to stock a lot of food as I can in my stomach... can you imagine??!! .. after took 6 slices of egg bread.... then I ate a plate of fried rice.... then a glass of milk.... then some cookies for desert.....for fast breaking only!!! it's a bit of sacrifice to do that activity...... because after that you will feel tired.... and 'kimochiwarui'.... I've tried averything.... but what to say....it turn the other way round instead....I think... I should planning to gain weight gradually.... so that if the plan don't work out.... it won't break my heart easily...at least I've tried....right??... and last but not least... 'BERSYUKURLAH DGN APA YG ADA'.....huk huk hukkk....
